I promise you, you never deserved it. If you really believe that it was justified, would you turn around and do the same to someone else?
[And lord, she'd forgotten about that part. Of course he would do that. What else was a woman good for when she didn't have dowries, no inheritance? Fukawa always hated beautiful girls, the sorts who could twist men around their fingers with cheap promises and filthy acts.
It's something entirely different when it's on the streets.]
Fine, it's true, no one can help who they love. But even feelings like that can fade. If you don't know how long you have here, then you can't waste more time than you've already lost. Maybe your heart will hurt for now, but it will pass someday. The longer you stay alive the more inevitable it is.
Of all the hundreds of thousands of millions of people that have died, you've been given another chance. I'm not wasting mine. And neither should you.
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[And lord, she'd forgotten about that part. Of course he would do that. What else was a woman good for when she didn't have dowries, no inheritance? Fukawa always hated beautiful girls, the sorts who could twist men around their fingers with cheap promises and filthy acts.
It's something entirely different when it's on the streets.]
Fine, it's true, no one can help who they love. But even feelings like that can fade. If you don't know how long you have here, then you can't waste more time than you've already lost. Maybe your heart will hurt for now, but it will pass someday. The longer you stay alive the more inevitable it is.
Of all the hundreds of thousands of millions of people that have died, you've been given another chance. I'm not wasting mine. And neither should you.